the perfect mix

and now the scene.



i've been re-analyzing tons of aspects of my life. i've been re-thinking concepts, situations and importances, re-watching movies and re-listening to some songs i just haven't for a while. i watched lost in translation when i first went to sao paulo. i was 16 at that time and i didn't know much about the world (as if i knew a lot now). i was there to present a project from high school and, on one of my days-off, i decided to go to the movies. fact is that there, sitting at the cinema, i firstly "saw", in front of me, a feeling i always felt and that i just didn't know how to describe: after they say good-bye to each other, the song starts playing and the car, moving, shows the city. in this special part of the scene we have such a great mixture of nostalgia and excitement that it almost terrifies me (of course, it goes along with the very intense sentiments the actors just left us with). and that's exactly what i have already felt a lot in my not-so-long (until now) existence. not only in farewell situations (which aren't of my preference), but in a bunch of others. and it is so strangely good to perceive a capture of reality like this one. it's amazing.