i've been held back by something - you said to me quietly on the stairs.

the hum of the clock is a far-away place. from the hot to the cold, it never gets old.

i spend all my energy staying upright. when i accelerate i remember why it's good to be alive. maybe this weight was a gift, like i had to see what i could lift. i spend all my energy walking upright.

"c, o dobro ou nada" -(it's just another wish i wish in a VERY LONG list).